Monday, September 17, 2012

Am I still here??? *Much needed updates*

*cough*cough*!!! Phew! It's soo dusty in here eyh? It's been a long time since I wrote or express my feeling in this special place of mine where only people who (must be REALLY REALLY bored) are really interested in my life.

             Well, where to begin? Let's see. As anyone might know, I'm in my last year of form 6. Currently undergoing the usual "public exam" stress. Surprisingly, even with the stress from school, I can't believe people around me still throws crap at me from relationships. Yes, they should really not do that since I'm at the point of breakdown (well, everyone else in the class seems so, except for the smartest guy in class *cough*Alex*cough*) and I really think of just get over with life sometimes....... nah, won't commit suicide that easily. But still, a lesson for everyone is that to never (and I say it again), NEVER throw crap at people who are coping with stress.

           Well, in order to cope with this, I kinda took abit of a habit, SMOKING. (don't judge me =.=) NOT REGULARLY... just, few times a month. Yes, it took alot of guts to confess it right here, where it is bound to be read by some people from school and starts spreading like wildfire. Well, I can't play games cos I will feel guilty after that instead of studying, and some people are commenting harshly on the fact that I played some games during the break, so I guess this was the only option. Unless you have a better way for me to try, don't bother lecturing me =.=

          And also, yes, my birthday is coming up. Not telling when, so check for yourself. And speaking of birthday, a song came into my mine... Mr.Curiosity - Jason Mraz. It relates alot because of the lyrics, well I'm looking for love, but no one seems available at the moment, or maybe I'm subconciously not ready. Oh well, fate will tell.

          So that's my well being so far. I really really wanna maintain this site so that I can continue to post up rants and all. Lately, relationship issues has been giving me the unnecessary stress, but more to that next time (that's if I'm not over it). Sorry for a boring post without pictures or moving pictures or naked pictures... Seeya next time!