7 months, and SPM is nearing......

Lols, its just as u had read it up there......time seriously move so fast as if someone wants us to die faster O.o , oh well, cant say much about it tho....... neway, updates since a very very long time......
Came back from MYC, was quite fun but as i had experience in camps, organizing one is such a tough job...... seriously.... and i've been on 3 and they give me a handful of stuff.
And after the camp it was nothing much. We did a YCS gathering for that and it was one of the Evaluation Meeting for the younger generations to take over our post :D . Had fun in the meeting, yes, the people are actually quite good for their first times because they are in comittee since this year, but last time, it was only me, damien and dick..... haizz, and we are so new, but damien took up the courage to speak so he get the president post :S, boo hoo =.=" haha. Neway, notice some tweaks here and there but the whole thing was ok for the meeting....... we only had a hard time to post them in the comittees as they are the current comittees as well and there are new comittees too.
Then there is parent's day, and instead of teachers complaining its parents =.=" the usual larh.... haizz, "my mum was like, he is always in front of the computer at home" ....haizz.... wad to do ryte.... and i found out i havent get my form 4 YCS marks :O..... so now my current KK marks is 0.... seriously.... this KK thing in our year SUCK! I mean, why is the government doing so..... if there is alot of candidate to choose from to give scholarship, then why not all , invest money on them , on the young.... so that our country can grow intellectually .... not wasting some billions of ringgit trying to connect Sarawak and Sabah to west Malaysia...........
Haizzzz....school is not about competition, its about education and social life.....sometimes i dunno why the heck im going to school anymore......and yea, met some really nice friends in MYC, Rex...( lols... I wud have met him sooner if i was serving for ER this year but no.... my parents did not allow me to and during that weekend they go Sematan... WTF ryte, i missed one ER because of this.... but i guess wad to do la. God ask me to obey them anyways........), Michelle Yap(someone's gf *coughcough* , Blaise Tan (Ben's bro) and some others :D , nice meeting with u all and hope you can stand my akwardness,lameness and stupidness :)

Hmmm~

Just another post, to keep this thing alive.... hehe, updates.... School exam is coming in three weeks time, all form 4 chapters are coming out. And there is the issue of my mom keep on nag nag nag nag nag..... lol, yea keep on saying bad stuff about me and the thing im facing now, the computer. She nag me, then complain to my sis in Adelaide, then my sis sms me to tell me what she said..... and I forgot to tell her that, its something like, during your SPM year, you still have commitments for clubs in school, but she don't allow you to go for it, cos i kinda sacrifice most of my activities, and i can't let this one go......k, moving on, ER2010 is coming soon, and its one of the things i sacrificed to not go this year, will miss some important stuff, but they wun understand larh =.=" lol. That's about it I guess.

BTW, i got this from my dream, dunno what it means, i think it was some kinda gathering in St.Joseph's school canteen , and were carrying stuff, then Alex Lee sang this first sentence of a song, "Holding onto you......." and i woke up with that stuck in my head for quite ahwhile now, might be able to compose a song but, it will be too late for the song writing competition for ER, and i have a good bridge for it already, the only thing is the chorus and the rest of the verse..... will update bout it, if I'm passionate bout finishing it of course :)

Back? lol

Yes, i know, haven't been posting in ahwhie, there's soo much to say, but mostly negatives ones since I'm the type of person who doesn't have anything interesting in his life... (it's just an on-going routine O.o) Haha... Just spend most of my time, reading manga, watching anime, and lvling my MS character.... gosh , soo lazy to get to third job, and its like 4 lvls away.......

ER is coming in its way and the sad news? I can't go... yea, just because of SPM year and parents being fussy bout this (altho it doesn't make sense cos' its like only a few hours??? )... SPM year had been sucking the blood out of me... (mostly to anyone who feels it) like the example above, my first test results was kinda bad.... get two fails and 3 4x% subjects.... in an insufficient fund state, and above all, home isn't not really like home anymore...... haizzz, also wonder what happen....

Seek revelation from God @.@ lols, yea, since I spend less time in Empowered, I kinda feel like the gap in the relationship is growing..... my behavior changes too, i notice.... But I had been trying hard to improve in guitar and some of my weak subjects. For now, i can say that I'm confident in Chemistry( for some reason, Form 4 topics are kinda harder than Form 5 o.o) and I'm struggling with Bio including Physics........

Well, guess that's it from me, till next time i guess, gonna try to update more... Ciao~

The past, the present, and the future

After Alter Server's Sunset Mass meeting, and Empowered Mass Media meeting, wemnt for late lunch (if that's what you call it). Yeap, missed all the lameness and stuff. And new jokes... haha, glad to see these people having fun....

Was glad too that I'm missed.... haha, sound so despo.... yea, thx Alex for missing me HAHA and for those new lame jokes.... was finally having a good time LOL-ing haha....

Then, on the way back, Kinda find out about other's past, about how they were before now, and stuff, and felt bad larh, I mean, can you imagine a good person was like (sorry to use this) BIATCH before??? Seriously..... Then again, was glad that they had changed over the years.

And now, been hearing bad stuffs about close friends these days, from other friends.... I dunno what to do or say larh, I wanted to put into their mind, judge yourself first ok??? (but i do not want to because that makes me become them sometimes)..... not to say that I am finding faults but, everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, so just accept them for who they are, rather than feeling bad about it, if still feel bad about it, try talking to them about it and you will find the reason why, (worries, past hurts, addictions??)

So, that's how my life so far... ntg much also larh..... hehe hoping for more updates

P/s : If possible pls help me in brainstorming ideas for a teaser video for ER2010.
The theme has already been decided (watch the video 2 post below) GLORY.
Can come up with any ideas for now.... but if possible try to make a sketch (a storyline).
And PLEASE be reminded that ER = Catholic Event.... hehe (ps yarh)

Let me decide for myself!

Gosh, had a very terrible shopping.... Wanted to get some 'refreshment' for the old wardrobe, was intending to buy jeans and of course... SURF PANTS xD, could actually buy one, but Mom don't allow. Can't believe she did that, and she won't even listen to me when I try to explain the customer's service counter is on th top floor, she sengaja go the ground floor... haiz....

Well, I'm happy with only one item that was bought and that is the new Oreef jeans I get, for RM96 (yes, expensive I know)after a 20% discount. Could have bought a nice surf pants too, but too bad, tough luck. Alex promise to buy me one for last christmas present, but we hadn't contact each other for so long... And now everyone is at EWA, so I don't expect to see them all tonight at mass...... Grrr, will find my chance to get A SURF PANTS~

Till then, Chao~

First time humiliation in 2010?? and other stuffs...

SHIT! Didn't finish Add Maths, considering all the other homeworks I had, (BM,English, Sejarah, Chemistry reports, Maths) Gosh, teachers nowadays dunno what we have to go through just to get the job done. WE HAVE A LIFE for God's sake =.=" , and half of it is covered by TUITION and EXTRA CLASSES!!! Am guessing, gonna stand outside of class on Tuesday.... Gosh, asked him whether can pass up on Monday, since he didn't have any class with us, he said no. Well, i dun care, jus gonna pass it on Monday so he should just suck it up to his face! Well, maybe I was wrong, but I think I deserve a second chance considering how 'good' I am to finish your homework so far......

Not only that, the darn Moral teacher, said she don't mind people talking, but then she complaint a second later.... I was like WTF??? Does she even understand the word don't mind?? And she said this out loud ok?? Plus, she was like dunno what activity to do for each Moral classes, so she call us to just read the textbook which is like so wasting time (could have done my Add Maths during this period if she didn't EXIST!) . And gt lecture from Pn.Dewi about not being up to her expectation.... GRRRR Even in B class got expectation, I did not go to A class just to find myself in a lower class with EXPECTATION! lols.... gosh, dunno why la every teacher today like got problem with us one....


Anyway.....

EWA (Empowered Weekend Away) started today, and I manage to finish the ER video with the theme and pass it to Pius before they went there.

Well there is some minor mistake with it, but I think I'll just post it out...


yea, there are some minor mistakes, but will fix it as soon as i gt my pen drive back from Pius after EWA, so enjoy xD. (spot the mistake! hehe)

Am I that person?

Was looking through all the past affirmation letters during CE09 and Servant's Retreat....
And some of them was unexpected, while some of them I'm thankful for they are my friends whom I've met and had a good time together.

Ya...so, when i saw all those affirmation, I was asking myself that was I like that?? I mean, I may never know it. And besides, someone might just write just to cheer me up, but what if they were sincere?? Hehe, and I don't see me working here, but God himself, that has been working through me all this while. And I'm glad that the Lord had used me in a way to touch 'some people's life'... hehe. Well, that's the update i guess xD.